Thursday, October 31, 2013

SPM 2013

assalamualaikum. salam sejahtera. salam 1 malaysia.
ewah. macam ahli politik pulak. one day nanti maybe? ==, boleh kee..

SPM lagi bape hari lagi nih. Persediaan? Dalam 70% ada lah kot. Science subject gua belom ready lagi nih! Sembang je duduk kelas sains. Tapi result tak penah nak lawo. cehh.
Tapi aku taknak result yang tak lawo tu untuk spm aku nanti. Nak kena touchup bebanyak lagi nih. Kasi blusher, liner bagai lah! hewhew :3
Tambah la cuak parents mengharap dekat aku. Well, anak sulung. Responsible biasa lah. Sapa taknak berjaya weh. Tipu ah kalau ada manusia yang memang taknak berjaya then nak duduk kat rumah ngabih kan boreh mak bapak je kan. Malu kot. Ishh.. Risau.. risau..

So, kepada sesiapa yg mungkin ada membaca, aku mintak maaf banyak-banyak kalau pernah buat salah. Selalu sangat rasanya aku buat salah kat orang nih. Bukan sebab nak exam aku mintak maap. Tapi, aku manusia biasa, sesalu buat salah. Tak ada manusia yang sempurna rite? Harap dosa aku dengan rakan-rakan sekalian diampunkan.

"Kalau berdosa dengan manusia, kita kena mintak ampun dari manusia"
 Kita bertaubat setelah berdosa dengan Allah, InsyaAllah Dia ampunkan. Tetapi dengan manusia? Fikir-fikirkan :)

Apa aku harap, result SPM 2013 SMKBS akan jadi yg TERBAIK sepanjang adanya sekolah tu. Dan aku harap, aku salah seorang daripadanya. Husna! Kau boleh. yeah. hihii

Kepada rakan-rakan seperjuanganku di medan pertempuran nanti, semoga kita bersama-sama berjaya tempuhi peperangan tersebut dengan cemerlang. InsyaAllah kita boleh!
Kita menggalas harapan mak ayah, cikgu-cikgu semua. Sudah hampir tamat masa untuk kita mengutip semua alatan dan senjata. Semoga tidak terbunuh di medan nanti. Fisabilillah :)
Doa. Usaha. Istiqamah. Tawakal.




Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Don't Forget

You're down and out
you just can't cope
You wanna shout
you lost all hope
On your knees, begging please
You turn and pray to find your way

Hey, you make doa Allah’s there

whoever you are cos he cares
Then you forget to say thank you Allah ,
You forget to say Insyallah
You forget to say Subhanallah
Raise your hands
Alhamdulillah

lets flashback lets backtrack
to a time like yours and mine
The story of the three
who long to be
to be free of their misery

T
o the poor he opened the doors
gave him plenty of His bounty

Then you forget to say thank you Allah
You forget to say InsyaAllah
You forget to say SubhanaAllah
Raise your hands Alhamdulillah

Can’t you see His promise to you
Can’t you see His promise is true
Hold on to the rope of Allah
Don’t lose hope in Allah
If you remember Allah in prosperity
He’ll not forsake you in adversity
Be mindful of Allah
He’ll guide you to all that His good

Then you forget, to say thank you Allah
You forget to say InsyaAllah
You forget to say SubhanaAllah
Raise your hands, Alhamdulillah
you're down and out
you just cant cope
you wanna shout
you lost all hope
On your knees
begging please
You turn and pray
to find your way


sang by: Farid Sanullah

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Hurted.

assalamualaikum.

Today wasn't a really nice day for me. In the beginning, everything was fine. i'm doing some chores, homework, then need to send ma brotha to tuition. As usual, after we've sent him, we'll going to shop. So, just decide to go to Aeon. okey. everything still fine. Until I met Cikgu Norainee that had been teaching History me in form 2 I thought? I can't run anywhere. Then she stare at me, walking and stopped. hurgh.

So, just go to her and salam lah. She asked me where I'm studying now. And I answered I'm form 5 sc. How can replied ''Tak pegi kelas yg dekat sekolah tu ke?" Whatt?!! I just smiled and just say no lah. Deep inside of my heart, "Apahal pulak cikgu ni tetibe nak tanya, ma ayah ada kat sini, mati la aku...!" Yaa. i'm so frustrated. I didn't tell my parents bout that class. Then, that cikgu tell my parents bout that. Hate it!!

Alhamdulillah, my mom still calm. And said to me, its okey u're not in the targeted student. So, u'll not study in pressure. Oke mom, I didn't mean to make u disappointed. argh!
I can't stand to bear my anger right now. Sheit!

Friday, October 4, 2013

hari istimewa.

assalamualaikum.

Hari ni, agak pelik. Aku terjaga sendiri pukul 6 pagi. Selalu bukan main susah aku nak bangun. Maybe sebab tidur awal semalam kot. Siap-siap pergi sekolah macam biasa, dan lupa tarikh hari ni. Tengok jam baru tau. 4 haribulan rupanya. eh! Hari ni birthday Ayah! How can aku boleh terlupa. Sebab ayah takda kat rumah. Hari ni baru balik dari Pangkor. I'm so excited the long way home. Maklumlah.. Jalan kaki kot. Laju-laju jalan harap ayah tak balik lagi. Sebab kalau tak nanti tak best la. Tengok kereta ayah takde. Means, tak sampai lagi. Mungkin petang nanti kot.
Rasa macam nak buat kek. Ayah jeles tengok anak dia buat cupcakes untuk mak je, ayah tak buat puns. Let's mess up the kitchen. yeah! ^0^Y

-I love u so much.
-Without u, me didnt exist in this world.
-Im proud to be yr daughter.
-i'll try my best to make u proud of me.
-Hope we'll be happy family till jannah :)

Happy  50th birthday,  Mr.Halyubi!
Moga sentiasa dirahmati Allah :D

Thursday, October 3, 2013

tambah tolak darah bahagi

assalamualaikum. :) *eksyen sapu-sapu sawang yg menutupi ruang blog aku nih.

yo! lihat countdown tepi tuh, lagi sebulan nak SPM hoi. Cuak.. cuak..
Trial? haihh.. banyak subjek aku menaik. kot? tapi sikit sangat. nasib fail 1 jeh. gila kau!

perlu tengok sini balik. taaraa!
cool down. keep calm husna. you can do it! jangan overconfident pulak eh!


Proved by uncle einstein!